Deus ex Machina: A Digital Bloodletting

As cold as it was, I barely noticed.
Listening to the advice from my mentor, I pushed out a long exaggerated exhale.  The white cloud of steam that escaped, was whisked off quite sharply.  It appears I had not noticed how strong the wind was blowing, either.  I craned my neck skyward, and let go a few more long streaming vapor trails into the frigid wind, and smirked.  Feeling quite pleased with how well my pricey cashmere wool coat works

At this point I felt myself digressing to the conversation, caught somewhere between musings of mythological breath weapons and what was being said. I forced some focus.

He lectured me to be less like a cat.  It’s funny, but this is not the first time I have had this comparison made about me.

“Once you catch them, you just pat them about, and play with them.  The chase is over…now what?”.

I don’t know.

#endtrans

Yawn

What to write, what to write….

Nope.

I got nothing.

Maybe coffee, shower, and ?

#endtrans

Breadfan

Breadfan, open up your mind, open up your purse
Open up your vault, never, never gonna lose it
Breadfan, take it all away, never give an inch
Gotta make a mint, gotta make me a million
Breadfan, you got it wrong, some long time friend’s
Gonna lose it in the end, who’s a fool
Seagull, give it all away, stay a bird, stay a man
Stay a ghost, stay what you wanna beLoser, give it all away, never stay with the winner
With the man with all the filthy money
Come on, keep it on the side, with a ride on a record
On the top if you’re gonna be a bad boy
Breadfan, you got it wrong, some long time friend’s
Gonna lose it in the end, who’s a fool
Seagull, give it all away, stay a bird, stay a man
Stay a ghost, stay what you wanna be, yeah

Breadfan, open up your mind, open up your purse
Open up your vault, never, never gonna lose it
Breadfan, take it all away, never give an inch
Gotta make a mint, gotta make me a million
Breadfan, you got it wrong, some long time friend’s
Gonna lose it in the end, who’s a fool
Seagull, give it all away, stay a bird, stay a man
Stay a ghost, stay what you wanna be, yo

Why is it I feel so compelled to be busy all the time?

It’s like the notion of sitting still just bothers some part of me.   I feel guilty for wanting to sit and do nothing productive; but there is always so damn much to get done.

Right now for instance, I would adore a nap.

After running all morning and a solid workout, my heed is screaming for some rest.

As the gears churn, I think of all the shit I need to do.

Work on the studio.
Practice some new chord changes.
Laundry
Dishes
Research strategy for a marketing plan.
Walk the Wündermütt.
Clean and oil my pistol.
Work on at least 3 machines.
Box up stuff for donations.
Move two desks.
Order some parts.
Fix a printer.
Finish up Christmas stuff(that is it’s own list)
Clean up the backyard.
Cover my riding mower.
Work on my motorcycle.
Backup my phones data.
Drive 32 miles one way to talk to a potential customer.
Study.
Work on some websites.

Well…..shite.

It’s either work on all this, or just say fook it and do what I want.

Play Gears of War, and then take a nap.

#endtrans

Suck it bish.

Sweet is the slice, and the lips,
your gonna have that woman..she is your favorite lay.

Promised and swore
that no one had been there before,
and she was gonna keep it that way.

Let it move in,
you got thin and got high
your money went and so did your friends.

But she’s by your side
and her smile cannot hide,
the premonition of the beckoning end.

Drag the waters some more…

Right to your eyes
she lied and swore
the memories were dead and gone.

While she pissed and moaned
to the rest of the world
about you, and all of your wrongs.

Believe what you want,
cuz you won’t listen to me
and I don’t give a fuck either way.

Cuz I left my mark inside,
and drenched her hide,
and she still carries it till this day….

Drag the waters some more. Like never before.

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