Deus ex Machina: A Digital Bloodletting

If I could hash you out, and paint pictures over your memory…would I?  The bloody full moon, I can’t resist it’s ebb and flow.  In the other room, the right notes in the right cadence, pull my mind backward

The logical side of my brain says to me:  She was only out to mind fuck you from jumpstreet.
The other side, where the bad neighborhood is:  Misses you every fucking day.

It all started with that kiss, unreal as it was.   Lightning, sex, fire, Mjollnir all colliding together.

Fall is my favorite time of year; a time of memory.

Especially October, and the coming of the Hunters Moon.

From now on, the first 30 days, belong to you.  Bitter-sweet as it is.  The loss, birthed 13 songs.  Our bastard child of it all.  They are mine now.

Sleep well, on your little hill.  I mean what I said, and probably always will.

Ciao Ciao.

#3ndtrans

The cool breeze feels good tonight; it seems the humidity has migrated south for the winter.  Leaning on my bike, I try my best James Dean pose; feeling entirely too damn hip, for all the squares walking by.  Sideburns just right, Wavefarer’s, Deck Shoes, black leather jacket, and frayed jeans that hug my nuts perfect.

My trademark smirk…intriguing to some, annoying to others.

The Scotch in my pocket flask says: Dirty refinement.

The .40 cal on my hip says: Don’t fuck with me.

The PDA you don’t see, that scans all your data while you walk by, says:  Pay up $uckas.

Just some hooligan, digitally raping you.  Yarr….

#3ndtrans

I can’t erase your doubt

Of something that does not exist.

Chasing these phantom tigers,

and grab tails of smoke.

#3dntrans

Air, is fluid too

Bullet points, Order forms, Phone calls,  Blinking lights, Right on time, Feelin’ just right,  Customer service, Server updates, Patching, Scanning, Penetration tests, Wave propagation,  Backup planning, Rapping on the door, Hosts, Nodes, Less, More, Hardware, Software, Black, White, Day, Night,  Hot, Cold, Married, Single, Spit, Swallow, Tired, Hungry,  Happy, Sad, Jubilant, Mad.

All or none-
Zero or one-

All this disappears,  when I squeeze the throttle…..and just blast.

#endtrans

The ship of dreams

I found myself out wandering again, drawn back to the water.  If I can’t have the sea, then Great Lakes will do.  Waves, and wind.  The breeze in my hair.  The rusted ol’ lighthouse starting to feel familiar to my touch.

Walking up and down the marinas inspecting all the boats.

Taking in worn wood, tarnished metals, and the like.

Still looking for the perfect one.

When I find her, “Music” will be her name.

#endtrans

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